![]() ![]() I heard absolutely nothing and I didn't have any images across my eyes or head. But while falling, everything just stopped it wasn't even like slow motion. I looked around and I lost my balance, fell back against the wall, with the chair and my drink going with me. I was sitting there, drinking my beer when a car went past. I don't know how I was able to stop my car from sliding into a fence at the bottom of the steep embankment and avoiding a creek, except divine intervention. I went to the shoulder of the road then the car came at me on the shoulder head on and in a split second I realized that I didn't have my seat belt on and all I could do was head down a steep embankment to avoid a head on collision and as I was trying to get my car to stop I had my life flash before my eyes. I had the flashing of my life before my eyes when I made a split second decision when a car was in my lane coming head on towards me. This was my first and only experience (luckily for me). I remember that I was trying to get up for air and he kept pushing me under. I'm 26 now and sometimes I think about it. Everything went silenced and I saw my images flash in front of my eyes even of persons that I had never met before. ![]() He pulled me underwater for a long time and I was basically drowning. When I was between 10-12 years old, I went to go swim with my nephew. I got a second chance at life and it was an eye opening experience for me. I wouldn't want my daughter to find out that her mother died from a drug overdose. I remember getting up and feeling like I cannot die this way. I had no feeling from the cocaine or the Xanax. After what seemed like a few minutes, I came out of it and was totally sober. It was dead silent and I couldn't move my arms or legs. I saw myself as a child all the way to my own 1 year old daughter's face smiling at me. The next thing I knew, my whole life started flashing before my eyes in very fast black and white images. I guess the mix of the upper with the downer didn't sit well. One night my heart felt like it was going to explode out of my chest and I was freaking out bad, so a friend gave me a Xanax to calm me down. In 2003 (when I was 22), I was doing a lot of cocaine. It was as if I was doing what speed-readers called the page-reading which I have never learned or mastered even up until now. The images were in full color and every part of the images were in full focus without blur areas. Among other things that I remember seeing were textbook pages that I had merely glanced through months ago, they suddenly appeared so fast and so clearly as if I was reading them again. While running to the examination hall in full panic, I could 'see' images flashing very quickly through my mind, like flipping through one of those vertical flip desktop calendars. It happened to me when I had a panic attack when I discovered to my horror that I had copied the wrong examination time table and I was about to be late for one of my crucial final-exams papers. Luckily, I did not have to be near death to experience it. I have experienced those flashes that people who had near-death experiences talked about.
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